Never
thought I would have to see this day ever, so alone
Making a
career was always a dream,
But with
this compensation, I just want to scream
Tears roll
down my eyes, my throat becomes sore,
I just feel
so helpless and pain running down my core
No one can
ever be a mother,
How much
ever they proclaim to be there forever
My lil hero
is waiting for me,
But I have a
meeting in line to be
WiIl you
forget who I am, my baby?
Will you
forget to call me ‘ur’ mummy?
Will you
forget the time we spent together?
Will you
forget how much fun we had together?
I know this
is a more joyful time than before,
But things
are changing and are not the same any more
Had always
thought of keeping you in a cocoon,
But I am
sorry I have to leave you alone in an open room
I know
‘Money’ is important for a better lifestyle,
But not in
lieu to rob you of your way of new life
I am trying
to look for other options,
To keep you
with me, with more caution
I will not
deprive you of your share of motherhood,
For it I may
have to flee my own work-hood
I am gonna
be there for your every laughter,
For your
cry, for your play and your all other clatter
I am gonna
be your support for your first sitting position,
For your
first bite, for your first stand and for all other initiations
I love you
my baby, your my lil lil duckling,
I miss your
quack-quack when I am working
Mumma is
gonna be with you soon, Nevan,
Mumma is
gonna be with you soon, my baby Nevan......
Awww....
ReplyDeleteI almost had tears in my eyes reading this... I know its so difficult for a mother to seperate from their cutie pies... I left my job after delivery... My son is 14 months old now but still I can't think of again starting my job...
ReplyDeleteThanks pk.....It came right from the heart on the first day when I left him alone. I joined back work when my lo was 4.5 months and he too turned 14 months yesterday and I still haven't been able to reconcile with the fact of leaving him behind everyday....I believe its an enduring guilt which might not die ever!!!
DeleteI had years while reading... I can relate... Need to join back work from next month
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